One with the force

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First session today at the beach themed chemo centre!

All I could think was how calm and composed the nurses were with their cheerful demeanour all the while injecting this poison into the body ! 

I just told everybody it was May the 4th. Of course there was one who responded, "Yes, it is the 4th of May today" 

All in all the force was strong !

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